Crew Member Discloses Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Harassment Post-Spaceflight

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also included high-profile passengers.

The mission was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.

She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and conducted tests during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.

She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work protecting the rights of survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.

Finding Solid Ground

Months following achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the supporters whose kindness helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.

She noted that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.

Flight Details

The self-operating spacecraft launched from its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of space.

The diverse crew also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.

The venture behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.